Spring Break

Wow, so this spring break kind of tanked. I was so bored I developed a new hobby. Repo themed role-play. It's, different. That's really all the more I have to say about that. I got some new outfits on gaia. Yay me.

I had plans just about every day this week and all of them got canceled. So I have sat in front of my computer and gamed every day. I got a call from Maddy yesterday asking if I was up to do something fun and I thought oh god, finally I won't spend all day gaming. I said yes, I was up for anything. She came picked me up took me back to her place....... and I beat the Tom Morello battle for her on guitar hero three. Then I sat around and gamed all day because Maddy needed help beating 5 different guitar Hero games. I beat battles on GH 1-3, world tour and Rock the 80's.

So this is what my friends think of me. I'm not a fun do anything kind of person, I'm a get called up to beat levels in video games kind of person. Usually I wouldn't mind but I have been doubting myself a lot lately. I was worried I had no life and the only thing I'm good at is video games. I guess this kind of proves me right.

Whatever. I mean at least I have something right? At least I don't play D&D, oh wait, no. The only reason I don't play D&D is because all three of my campaigns do nothing but bail on me. Thanks guys.

I have people online though who need me. I realized that I care a little bit too much about my gaia account and I then realized that the reason I care is because I would rather live my life online than my life out here. It's just so much easier on gaia than what it is in real life. My friends online don't bail on me, ( Luigi aside ) and thats something. That really is something. It's so much easier to bail on people that are online and they never do. That means something to me. Even though it's sad and pathetic, it means something nonetheless.

So that's my life. And that's why I'm not posting blogs as much, these are read by my out of game friends, and they aren't the ones who need me.